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Dear single mom - You are queen - No one told you - Here I am telling you that

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  You were raised maybe in abusive family. Maybe kids in school bully you and the only one who had was your own. With no support and no one to teach you about good manners. You went to the wrong path. You went in bad company. Alcohol, drugs. Party in parks. And many sober mornings. And again you started to think that you are useless. Maybe you found someone who you thought will love you and support you. But as you know what you spread you will attract. Many bad talks, abusive. Maybe fights and you got fed up. You maybe have a child and you must be good parent to that little children. So you took the courage to get lost of the house who bring you
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Motivational text. Live simple life. Believe in good things and good manners

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  UnhideWhenUsed="false" QFormat="true" Name="Normal"/> What should I say? Life is though. They are some good manners that we should follow. There are some bad habits that we should ignore. But we must be enough strong. We all have some dream. Studying in school. Improving our education so much. But does that will work out in future? We all don’t have chance to come from wealth family, who will give us money to go on collage. So we are in need to work so hard. We must pay our classes. Some teachers will not encourage us much more thank other
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Believe much more ---- Mental Health matters

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Passed so many days and I’ve been in my lowest period. I was so freak out. I take pills for calming down, passed 2 minutes and nothing, took more and more. Somehow I lay down, but when I opened my eyes I was on hospital. They were saving out my life. Something for the heartbeat was on my chest. My pressure was so low. I was crying and wanted to go home. Somehow I fall asleep. Then in the middle of the night I woke up. I was full of energy. The doctors said that my family was outside to visit me. I was so sleepy and saw the pain in their eyes. My older brother was outside the country. Then in my head there was blink of idea. That my brother saw how my parents took me off in the middle on the night on camera.        My brother is my straight and pain. I love him so much. I couldn’t even imagine how it was to him. So far from home and my so overdose with pills. The next day I was afraid not to lose my job. But my parents were so worried about me. I was going on consoling and visiti
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Believe and always have faith

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 I had many obstacles in my life. Some time ago I thought that the smallest thing that happen bad is just a bad life. Day by day as time passed I saw that many people are unhappy. It was such a pain in my heart. So I started to be positive as much as I could. But one day I become ill. I found out that I have mental illness and I couldn't help my self out. The most of the time I was in my room. I didn't wanted to speak about it. Cause I knew that it will bring to some pain and for someone evil thoughts. It does not matter. I started to work but my panic attacks were very bad, my anxious moments were very huge.  I was finding work, working for some months and could work any more. I was so scared due to the fact that in my country the country does not bother with people with mental illness. There is no some kind of help. As young I was full of live and wanted to see people laughing and trying to do the best to make the moment beautiful. One day I found a book that helped me so muc
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Believe that there is a chance

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Dear my heart. I know that you are broken in pieces and you are fed up. You can never again love someone or give him chance. But my soul have faith. You know that little spark that is deep down me. Cause no matter of what, we are all ONE.      We all seek for peace and for love. Pray little one, pray for straight and for forgiveness. You become ill and you don’t trust anymore to anyone. But lets find out what will bring joy and some happiness. Doing the things that give you smile and again smile. Sometimes that are the little things, sometimes that are some kindness things that you want to do. Don’t listen the bad thoughts in your head. Cause not every thought is good for you. So you must be prepared to select the thoughts that are going in head. What kind of thought you have, that is how your life will be. Don’t look to satisfy your ego and pride. Look to be loving and gentle towards live. Give your self a chance, You will have many temptations but you must recognize them.          T
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Painful Reality

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Its autumn morning, there is no sun outside and it looks like it going to rain. I made up the bed and take a shower. With joy I went into the kitchen and make myself a cup of tea. I don’t prefer coffee because I try to live healthy life. Gave my pets something to eat and clean the garden. I took the list that I make yesterday for what should I buy this morning. Turn on the car and went to the grocery store. Took some fruits for me and went into Mrs. Louis house. She is living alone in here 88s. Took care of the living room, toilet and the kitchen. Took her for having a shower and made a breakfast for her. Then made a tea for both of us. We were talking a lot. About life, good manners and about painful stories that bother her so much. She is all alone and I am taking care for her. For I don’t remember which time when I was leaving wanted to gave me money. But with a smile on my face a left the house and said to her that I will come and tomorrow.   The next one was Mr. Joshua.
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Useful solution~helping hand

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 Once in a while I just wanna feel peace. I wanna feel the peace in my heart without taking medicines. Long time ago I found something, to do the things I love the most and that's how I will find my life purpose. I am a family type of person. As a kid I wanted to write a book. When I was going through teen to young adult I become ill. I got a bi polar disorder. But for six years I was under wrong medicine. My panic attacks were bad, I was feeling so low and anxious. I was changing jobs cause of my mental state. But somehow after years passed I realize that working for eight hours for low salary is useless. Having a boss who is bully and thinks is God. I am sick of it. I came to very dangerous state of mind. Like I am not worthy and that no one loves me. I was very quite and not even eating. My family got worried so much. Making everything to make me feel good. We drink coffee, talk about life. I love my family so much. And cause I came to the dangerous zone of my illness. I saw tha
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